Pandemic

Film title- Pandemic- Actual title (Mutants)

Interesting Youtube apocalypse survival genre film with human guinea pig medical trials. Based around a few wide social theories including of interest to me an interest in "the" or is it "a" organisation called the international police force. This so called organistion has made it into the media a few times but rarely into film that I know of. Some of us feel we have encountered it, also there could be other hard to explain forces of law and order or perhaps illegal paramilitaries who would fit the bill. Who and what would back and allow the creation of dubious laboratory tests and have a security force too. Well let's face it who could not have a security force and do this. An organisation that you really do wonder where they come from, like you just conjured them up from the palm of your hand. For added interest they are the stopwatch to this feature.

Security and policing of medicine

I wonder what brings somebody up against the state, what is the state in fact. Is is the represented body of governers and councillors and the public or a group of career recruited sects easily bought to have their own moral code and identity which is protected from public access and inherited. A force for control and security at a price. A place where the fallen from grace can go or a sub-division of the company with the most high payroll.

The new order

Now is this the work of angels and demons or tiny little viruses. There are a lot of communities assuming the position (Lockdown) and then finding that this is all rather different. It can be treated by closing inwards but then again you are not even meant to be gossiping on the front lawn. I cannot see how that breaks the 2m rule but extra infingements are added, odd behavior requests are being made and really doing nothing is not as obviously good a thing to do in the long run when not at work bringing in the money from a full time week. Everyone, not just locally is affected by the same rules and a local response for once is illegal in the same manner everywhere. Who could have thought something like this up were it to be thought up at all? Things were ticking along nicely and the more it goes on the more the past changes can be seen in a different light. We have to listen to a few healthworkers, telling a lot more healthworkers what to do and the rest of us can do nothing, by order of the government. Stay at Home, do nothing. Those used to being in charge have only one idea which is that everybody had better do as they are told until things return to normal. They can keep a good eye as usual on things but more is in fact happening. Is it like a plague, are the rules for everyone best obeyed equally or can we remain as we were with some more equal than others. Will things change afterwards too. A healthy slice of the poplulation has been called to act but they are organised and want no help. In the background is a serious situation of supply and demand of vital supplies and a national emergency with armed forces of course involved without complete shutdown, globally. Each end is not the real end, each snippet of information is not the correct statistic usually but slowly it is becoming apparant we need the correct information. How can people be expected to act on the wrong info. It is like the need to know and talking behind peoples back to get position and hierarchy is hurting us all. Specualtion which was almost enshrined in law since the only thing that mattered was raising children in safe communities run by neighbourhood worry mummies seems to have run out of use faced with a real need to be inclusive with information. Sometimes it seems like a practical joke the decisions of ministers to keep everyone at home and without PPE.

Some wise thinkers would be able to see ahead and run this scam but for the actual existence of a bug that may mutate to something worse, that does in fact take the lives of old and medically vulnerable people. An act therefore of an angel seems more close. A lot of the chatty theories can arise easily but come into question easily now too. Things are falling apart that in my mind should not have been considered sacrosanct anyway. Since they were all foils and fakes anyway but they supported false truths they became a rather unhelpful way of navigationg this crisis. What are the figures, what is the danger and where are the tests and what is the virus from if that matters. Not so much can you not be sure who represents any arguement. It is worrying. The same media groups have not even the memory either of their own history. A lot needs cleaning up in a crisis like this is not necessarily as gentle a teacher as we are treating it by the slow response in the community to finding alternative things to do. Sitting it out is the request, in fact the law but is obviously a decoy intended to help govern and manage people. The fact that the NHS cannot cope or care homes have continued into the fire swallowing everyone in them as with each winter flu is not a shame on them scenario, but it could seriously be acted on at their door alone if they don't recognise anyone else.

one body world

At times the philosophy of jesus's body which claims we are all from his one body hints we can be all be treated in life as part and parcel of each other due to being part of his body. Is this where it seems that no harm can come from intrusive behavior towards a neighbour by processing data about them, storing and manipulation, extrapolating and deciding to harvest more all without consent but with agreement of a company or clan who wish to pursue like prey their data target. Is this no harm since we are then also part of the greater body of our Lord Jesus the son of the kingdom of heaven's creator. Well I wonder where the gall comes from to stalk and gossip without end an individual in the plian light of day. I wonder if it is the action of undemocratic minded people who have as excuse a religious higher calling by comparison to how it feels that you have a body which is some kind of bread for some kind of odd palate which must dislike you for how it acts yet consumes you like a tasty fruit. Certainly I feel my body, almost always suited to levelling untrue actions at it is like that of a shared communtiy who have rather perversely mistaken it as theirs to use as they wish. Surely they can see it is wrong. Surely thus they will depend on it for the wrong reasons and in the wrong ways.

Pushed to extremes and socially planned even and granted an unchallenged and excessive timescale could this damage done spread back outwards. Are they are so joyously knowing they are entitled to do anything as they are part of the body of the Lord at the final count. Such creatures know by some maths that they are therefore each other's bodies too with no limits and what is wanted and decided by the community cannot be opposed or criticised. Somehow I cannot think of any other logic that week in and week would out allow them to pursue and criticise and perjure themselves to gain oneupmanship over their target. There is no actual view which can be communicated to explain this to the subject. A secret curse of some sort seems enough or really any excuse philosophy to be frank. Empathy, we can see others closely as ourselves. Some people can even practice conscious telepathy. But just to ask simple questions and get to know someone instead of hoisting them up on a panel and banning human communion with them does not damage their mind or that of the community. What else get's damaged I wonder at a time like this of psuedo possession.

black box.

Certainly as the world variously ground to a halt I felt a sort of divinity in the process. Due to being personally at the end of my income and about to lose my adult path. Simple otherwise work opportunities were seeming to never appear in time as a never ending unpaid bill or punishment. Imagine how this might seem then as a temporary reprieve. Added to inability to understand solvency, my imagination vitally did not exchange social comprehension with anyone at the same place and time. I have never really felt it so badly or well even since I don't mean the word bad here but large. Yet there is not any way I am personally chosen apart from by time, from my mind in time, from the time in creation itself yet it was a timing very deep in a place where we all hurt, the actual process of life and death over value and meaning. Many people have had time stop for good, they have died (again the word like bad meaning large but even more so. Good means absolutely here). We have been forced to a halt by a pandemic which is not being sorted out so far due to lack of medicine or vaccine. Though this is a natural phenomenon to have fallen ill or otherwise the shutdown initially resounded like a calling. Personally only, not truely. I emphasise I would only feel this unusual feeling with disquiet as like a resolution of fates inside me.

In fact I do feel the larger beings in the world, the probable sentient controling forces and beings used and using so often tools and practical awarenesses beyond described humanity. They variously run (control) and run alongside the show and the show has stopped. They too came screechihg to a halt then. Many are not in charge at all even remotely in touch with any sort of divinity. Overall though they are our glue, our unconsciouss given freely. Alot of things are at risk to themselves of falling out of the cupboard now (reference skeletons in the cupboard) as they cannot run the show if it just has no recognisable features anymore. A very established bedrock of society that is not officially but by various methods in turn it seems might fall out of the cupboard. At this time it seems those who are in charge may not be able to decide any more who or when or what. Too much is moving and a lot is changing inside the mind. Are there leaders, guides, angels, fairies? All these things crossing paths had reserved separate directions before. Actors aside there are players who only play one way that have not been seen before and now will learn to act and join in and contribute.

Sci-fi world

It seems to me during this lockdown that I am more than ever on a spaceship. When I see a film with a spacecrew or a spacestation, also when watching a fantasy about some story on earth the real world also feels fabricated much more than usual. Is this from the global shutdown around me. In part I suppose it is as I am thinking a lot more than usual about how things change really fast. Our whole society has stopped functioning as before, everything now is unusual.

It is more than unusual though. The feeling I have had from childhood was that I felt part of the earth. Shakespeare's "All the world's a stage" aside much quoted though it is, I really felt many people have considered that things are made up and pretend but I have never felt that. I could not shake an actually belonging through being formed and created as part of the world. My mind belonged.

The mind breaks down when it cannot comprehend or it endures the worst hardships to rise above the situation. I would not call actors weak but imagined the theory of loose humankind on a stage in space not as strong rather a result of some mistake in judgement. Riding on good fortune one could make whole communities of thought or action from good charismatic leadership or flamboyant attraction to a new way of thinking or behaving but it was not for me.

No, for me it is mud at worst and pristine blue skies at best, dark undergrowth to raging torrents, hurricanes and glorious magnificant giant mountain ranges. These are the frame of my existence. I am indebted and from creation and not a casual one at that on a spaceship or state of mind. Gravity around a world of numerous populations. So where is this coming from. The sci-fi of making it up feeling pertinent and sharply focused. That there may be other worlds out there, that living as a remote team on a new planet would change things remains as obviously true to itself as the polar opposite. Being part of the earth by organic belonging. Is this the garden of Eden again? Have I, have we been thrown out again? (reference obviously to creation theory in the bible and texts that refer to an idyllic beginning. God or supreme beings made everything rather than everything made us) Certainly recently it has been arguable that we are destroying nature.

the need to control populations

I am looking at a worse case scenario which it seems is what authorites of the unruly, disobedient population look at frequently. Hence controls. Are they appropriate? With an order of command are they honest. In the current situation of lockdown it seems a difficult trade off for those lovers of authority to reconcile the loss of revenue and the gaining of control. You can feel their ability were they to impose certain laws or instigate certain commands. We have had a lot of worries about immigration. Actually it is all legal but the collective responsibility is now here to stay. Having come together across the nations this could be a very peaceful manner of control and observation. Of course many countries have not initiated legal immigration as per the European Union or comparable. Having just voted for Brexit, (just, just, just. the referendum was barely over 50%) there were massive implications. Under a lockdown a thorough analysise of the society that rejected the continent can be inventoried. As can the others too.

Why we are not given jobs when so much money is being made available I don't know. I suspect the the separation of ethnic, religious and class identifiers is seriously being overlooked as unsuitable for the claim of government. Many are being kept at their respective stations like runners before the start gun, not flinching. So the attractive alternative to juggling people into positions of help is to observe, categorize and monitor. Certainly we are going to be followed by more zoning for a while. Those at risk, those in key jobs, those who have lost incomes or jobs, obviously those who seek medical aid and their relatives. The situation is quiet though considering we have lived out whole lives serving a democracy that is always elected with prime concern to wealth and taxes that instead of feeding by vouchers has claimed the ability to pay for everything for all people rich or poor. It is every duck for themselves from wherever I hear about opportunities see my continued actual prospects later looking if anything less integrated so not quite as being sold. Perhaps purposefully jobs are promised at decent furlough rates since it keeps most people from new ventures. Is public disobediance the fear? There has not been a history of it here in my lifetime, calls for equality, demonstrations but overall quiet and public order. I feel the fear is that action will lead to tipping the scales and we are privately being monitored. Certainly my own interest in what is going on gets private feedback online. Is this control though, not really in isolation unless I do what I am told and have ot make all my choices from it. Rather it is subversion and would become control if administered effectively. This situation could just be manufactured to facilitate this and assuming it arrived on it's own steam it coulds be accidentally deployed now.

As a member of the population divorced from my roots economically I fit the group of transitory, homeless and isolated. A rethink on social organisation could replace me back into a useful role in a modern a vibrant manner. Information could draw upon my talents and wishes. It is quite draining however to be examined and passed on to people who have only the intention of serving the payroll unions. I would rather be left alone and access the system annonymously. The leads I am provided with seem less helpful than those that employed and salaried people are on. This is an illusion as much as truth since for a long time everything on the internet in theory for alot of people is only information. But who sits behind tailoring my data I sometimes worry is on a salary for personal gain rather than apolitical data processing.